I seriously had enough. Enough of the lies, enough of every single thing. Though, i still love you. But, i can't be always the one giving in, waiting. I am human too, i will get tired of waiting, i will get sick of your actions. Do you know? You don't. You will only say, i am just like a XMM. Who only wants to stick with you 24/7. You only will say, i lazy go find work. You only will say, i like to find things and quarrel with you. But, did you know the reason? You don't. I dont want leave you outside alone, so i rather suffer with you and stick with you 24/7. To you, i never put in any effort in finding job. But, i did. I tried. I don't like to find things and quarrel with you. Is all your things tends to make me angry, make me flare. Whenever we start to quarrel, you start to be violent. Ask me look at you when i don't want. What's wrong? I really really very tired le. I really really want to find some one to love me and dote me. Enough le, being loved is better than loving someone else. I really feel tired. In this 4 years, i am always pacing up with your step in order to catch up with you. Not now anymore.
Ahsong, i really tired le. I don't want to chase around you anymore le. I am slowing down my pace. Taking a break. You should know, through out this 4 years. I didn't do anything behind you before. What about you? Maybe it's like what others said, when a relationship gets long.. One will get sick of it, you are sick of it already. I really need a break, i am going berserk already.
Back to blogging, Oh. I miss blogging alot! But i seriously can't find any time to blog. Been busy with my works and stuff. Living a new life with new peoples now, i can't life like a joke like last time anymore. I need to buck up, just like what babyiee said. We have to work in order to have income, else.. we won't get anything.
Thursday, January 13, 2011 | (0) comments | Post ?
I am sad, really sad. =(
Baby, You aren't here with me. Though my friends will try to keep me accompany.
But, what i want most is you to accompany me on my birthday. =(
I feel like crying, i may want to have many many things for my birthday.
Polariod camera, outing with my lovely brothers/sisters, enjoyable fun day with them.
surprises, and many more. =( But.. I want your accompany more than above this. =(
I want to cry already la, but.. I promised you i won't cry.
But i am really sad, i really want to cry.
I know, i am useless. I know, left with another 9 more days i be with you already.
But, i really want to hug you. I missed you my babyiee;CSC.
Hi people,
I am back for a short post. ^^ Let me tell you people something k? Hehehehe!
I am very excited, i really am. Wanna know why? LOL, stay tune to my blog and find out 13 days later. ^^
& I am rotting at home. I can't stand the boredness in me.
Can i go visit you baby? :<
A new year, a new beginning, a new me. In this year, i have many new year resolution, and i am proud to say that, i've done more than half of it alr. I bet everyone is proud of me. ^^
I'll be going for a steamboat session with ping&co. ^^
I'll be back to post later k?
Back for a short posting, Mummy and daddy are back from China;Kunming. Waited for them, cause of my presents. Yes, I love present. Especially surprizes! Hehehe, Mum and dad bought 3 bags for me, 2 fake LV bag, which doesnt look like LV at all. I mean i dont care about the brand, it just thoughts that count. & 1 authentic Polo bag, which i really love it alot. A mirror, a makeup pouch, mascara. Just the thought of it, i am drooling. Hahaha, i post up pictures in the next post. ^^ & i miss babyieee
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I'm not those kind of girl you know outside.
I've a weird character, which non have.
I'm single, taking a long long breakkk~
I love my brothers and sister.
I love hugs from friends (:
I've have a tongue piercing.
I'm short tempered.
I smoke.